nyeh
ok...decided to start all over again...i am so not going to import TheDiaryOfRyn here.DRAMA.
THAT life is over, permanently

though i don't think i'll be on here much like before where i updated once every 2 days. o.o

past 6months have been both good and bad. not sure if i know how to define everyone's version of good and bad but my version is
good days : smiling and laughing occasionally
bad days : crying and keeping everything inside constantly

and as he said last night "i will miss you and i will be waiting here til you come back to me."
aww...everyone say aww can? yeah that is sweet and gentlemanly of him.
albeit we have gone through alot...but sometimes love just ain't enough.

jodoh tak akan kemana. correct? correct.

but now. oh boy oh boy oh boy. now now now...the night sky finally has a moon. teehee~
now this WE...have alot in common. i mean seriously...he knows my A to Z. i know his A to Z too.
we can from 7pm to 7am. not really. omg. bound to get radiation from phone. urgh. that i do not need.

*pause*
*breathes in and out*
this is only the calm before the storm. my head hurts. urgh.
so many troubles troubles troubles...

so yep gonna keep this short. have work.

and...
i miss you. i really do. but problems are from both my side and your side. so let's just take it down a notch by being away for awhile. can? can.

but i miss YOU more. =P

gee i sure sound dumb.

- ryn