no you won't take away my pride, not this time.
i am blasting decode on repeat for the 8th time. lame, i know. but i simply love her hair like that at decode's videoclip.

so anyway, i been working my ass off so far. i have no time for updates and stuff. hectic hectic hectic. but i'll definitely chuck in some time for myself.

anyway, life has been pretty boring but so far i think i am doing well, albeit slowly. but that's where the phrase slow and steady comes in right? last night was so tiring i felt like throwing in the towel at the last minute after realising my feet ached and my eyes were droopy and my back was in pain. i was working from 9am all the way til 11pm. yeah, 2 jobs. morning job and a huge huge huge function at the Ritz Carlton at night. yucks. if this carries on, i will probably be half dead. but i really need to start saving for 2 huge things. macbook and trip to japan with min. she promised to go with only me. hehe will be an awesome trip.

ohwell it is past 10pm and i need to be up early as tomorrow will be a really really really busy day. loads of things to do. yucks. i am beginning to sound like a career woman, which is something i don't really like. but i guess i should consider myself lucky. because there are alot of people out there who are jobless. hmm...

and you. you know who you are mister. i miss you. i just wish things weren't as complicated as it was or already is. i am already happy enough to know that you feel the same way as i do. it's good that you are willing to work hard to salvage something for us.

ok enough already.
it's late. i need sleep. yes, lots of sleep.

goodnight world...

- ryn