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♥ Ryn Azrynne
Because none of it was ever worth the risk. But you are the only exception. And I'm on my way to believing. Oh yes I'm on my way to believing. |
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the climb
kelly clarkson concert was AWESOME!!! got to see my ultimate fav singer in the whole world besides Christina Aguilera and Agnes Monica live. yes...me and lily we got the 2nd batch/row thingy. it was clear when you're there. but my camera sucks. big time. pictures are on my facebook account. i am still having her voice stuck inside my head. i started liking her since 2002. when she auditioned for american idol with the song At Last by Etta James. that i can clearly remember. i even raised the volume of the tv. so yes. i liked her since middle 2002 when she first auditioned for american idol. now call me a fan. haha i am so not a fan. i am the hardcore fan ever. okok ryn do not go over board. haha. but the concert was amazing. my first concert ever. haha. geek.hmm ok tomorrow is 1st May. wonderful. i love the month of April and May and June. they sound like girls' names. heck even ninja turtle loved April. haha. lame jokes aside... i realised i have been very emotional in most of my recent posts updates. alot of things have been troubling me in my day to day life. be it work or love or family. it has been rough. but i have made a vow to myself. to change. change. and just change. hints have been dropped. i naturally picked them all up. and read each one of the hints i found. first, you do not have to lie to me. by saying i do not have to do this and that when you have been handing out notes every single hour. yeah i read them. so i'll change. heh. and boy i ain't doing this for my own sake. but this guarantees your smile. so whatever works. second, i will change because i believe the people around me would prefer it of me. to not be myself. to be what they expect. i have not been myself for years. and when i tried being myself a few days ago, i got hurled obscenities and whatnot. so yes, whatever works. ok. i am done. i dare say if more stress adds up to the growing pile, i'll just shut down my blog and facebook and whatever related online to me. then i'll disappear into myself. i'll just be this existing corpse. SMILE. LIKE YOU MEAN IT. |