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♥ Ryn Azrynne
Because none of it was ever worth the risk. But you are the only exception. And I'm on my way to believing. Oh yes I'm on my way to believing. |
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only the one who came between
i am starting to doubt all that ever was said, because maybe, just maybe, i was only just the one who came between.- life rocks my boat. til it toppled. and now here i am inside the ocean. i see seaweed and baby crabs and little anchovies. damn my hair is ruin. so is everything else. everytime i see them i get doubts. that i was even ever wanted by you. can you not hear me? do you only hear yourself? you talking? all the time? why can't you let me speak love? why? WHY? i tried talking. but i got over-ruled. i even tried whispering. you simply plugged up your ears. you don't want to hear. you don't. go figure out. i am done with explaining. maybe i should go. away. yes. from you. you create my tears. i failed again. i hate you. for not trying to understand and listen to me. NO. don't deny. you never listen. not to me. you do to others. this sucks. big time. am i only for your spare time? yes i know each and everyone of us are busy. but just stop. take one second. listen. can you even hear that? yes THAT. that's me. screaming obscenities. to your one sided ear. screaming to you to understand what i am trying to get inside your brain. stop lying and saying you do listen and you do understand. you don't. shit. why the hell am i even trying. i hate you. for not trying to understand. AND STOP BEING SARCASTIC. do you want me to say goodbye? |