nothing is ever as simple as that
you know when things are slowly falling apart and you don't even know how it happened? yeah, it's finally happened.
maybe...i asked for too much. maybe i am not enough for him.
ahhh all the maybes i can come up with.
i am sick of pretending. i can't anymore and yet, here i am still pretending i am ok. you know what? let's not meet lah...easier lah...so you'll understand how much suffering i am in right now. ok? im tired of repeating things over and over to you til i believe whatever i am saying is not working. fine. whatever.
before i really walk away so you can find someone who's better suited to you.

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i feel so unwanted right now.

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hmm...it's raining. am at work now. the rain's so heavy...

and my injury is getting worse...at first it was healing...suddenly flared up this morning...hurts like hell...but its all fine =)

just met sugar for nuggets earlier and we played in the heavy rain -.- not played...lol got wet...hahahaha miss that sugared sensation of mine...chlorox!!! LOL hahahaha she's extremely down to earth...i like hanging out with this half japanese baby lol

so anywhoo have to stop now...
hopefully i get to watch eclipse soon...really wanna see edward cullen. heehee <3

PS : "it's as simple as that, i love you. simple." no, it's not my love...it's not.