te amo te amo...
i've finally confessed
i don't care if i lose everything
i've given you my heart
i don't care if you break anything

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had an awesome day today. spent time with some friends. cool =D

but the highlight was besty finally flew in to SG as he was on his holidays...studying overseas sucks i bet...but he says otherwise. i sorta miss this boy because the image of me in my boonlay sec school uniform meeting this angmoh look-a-like guy from singapore poly at boonlay old bus interchange is still fresh in my head. 8yrs solid friendship. well we do argue etc etc. we havent been talking for almost 5mths cos we argued abt something big and he suddenly called me saying he's in singapore. okok cool. that boy flew in from USA to singapore.

but things went abit haywire. shall not say much here but i think we both said some things we shouldn't have. and one thing led to another til something huge just happened. he asked me a question. i could answer. obviously. but he just asked me to hold back that answer first and think about things. shiz. seriously? he's my bestfriend. 8yrs. thats long.

from my sec school geek-dome meetings with him at boonlay library and i even still remember we used to lunch at raffles place. when i was working my first office job as a litigation sec in law firm while he was doing his internship. coffee bean with him at old jurong point. ban mian noodles at the banquet at jurong point. taking train to woodlands. alot of memories...

sighs...im lost.

shit.

i miss boyfriend.