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apart.- been super sick. coughing badly. can't breathe. urgh. and the fact that i rarely get sick is so true because the last i went to the doctor was about more than a year ago. whao. lol so anyway besides me being sick, nothing much. world cup is so sensational. especially holland and argentina. lucky i support them. but the gunners are always number 1. hehe. it's past 10pm. i should sleep because i have work tomorrow. it is so going to be a long day at work tomorrow. i told lyn maybe i am going to quit. thinking about it. the stress level is unmanageable for me. but i'll be fine. eventually i guess. i am going through a huge change these days. getting so...i don't know how to explain this. like there is something wrong with me. my inspirations are fleeting. getting less and less. then i have to think really hard before getting something. seriously i can feel something's wrong with me. but i ain't sure what though. i'll find an answer soon enough aye? hopefully. it's been so long since he last contacted me. but he did today. i don't know you see. i seriously don't have an inkling about this whole thing. you know i have been frank with you. what i did say before i still meant it. don't ask me anything. i don't want to wreck my brain for an answer. i just don't. leave it be ok. listen to me for once. just leave it be. and there i go talking in riddles again. must be my meds. just took it see. drowzy. taking the bus to work tomorrow. hopefully no traffic jam. goodnight. PS : the words i need to hear to always get me through the day to make it ok... i miss you. |