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♥ Ryn Azrynne
Because none of it was ever worth the risk. But you are the only exception. And I'm on my way to believing. Oh yes I'm on my way to believing. |
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die happy
do you wanna die happy do you wanna die happy- life goes on. have no more goals and aims in life anymore now. oh yeah...just one. trip to japan. very very soon. savings almost complete. gimme maybe 4 more mths. yay!!! just me n min to japan...woots...i hope no one takes that away from me too. because if that is gonna be taken away from me then i dunno what is my purpose in life anymore. things have been seriously bad to worse. hell hole already now. i need lyn but i dun think she's also in the mood for me. fiza besty also not there... guess she's rly bz with her work n bf. i only got my andy buddy to talk to when i start waterworks... but dun rly wanna disturb him. desmond besty is ... missing again. great... my nightmares are all coming true. step by step. maybe im too good for him. i've always thought that he was too good for me because of the way he's been treating me. totally different than the rest of the guys. total respect towards me. attention only at me. but i guess maybe whatever everyone's been saying... like fizabesty, seth, family, cuzins... maybe what they said was right... im too good for him. he doesnt deserve me. i guess... yeah... =/ will stay strong tho... im staying away from everyone for now. will probably make a return or comeback after a week or so. *shakes head* seriously...things are going really bad. i hope i still have ppl to come back to when i think im better. hopefully. i can and will do this. this will be the hardest and painfullest phase ever in my entire life. i'll still walk on the set of polished sharp knives set on the ground by those around me. because if shedding blood for them is something that they think i should do then yes i will do it. i cannot fight anymore. neither can i feel. will return...hopefully, a stronger person. goodbye. |