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♥ Ryn Azrynne
Because none of it was ever worth the risk. But you are the only exception. And I'm on my way to believing. Oh yes I'm on my way to believing. |
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is there even a possibility?
tossing and turning and screaming your nametired of nightmares that are always the same - tried but cannot. how do i survive this stabbing that keeps repeating inside me? no, u do not know what i am feeling. not even them. not everyone. but me, myself and i and God. it hurts so much i'd rather be born senseless. without eyes to witness my pained expression in the mirror. without ears to listen to my anguished cries. without a voice to scream repeatedly. without a single sense at all so i can just be what everyone wants. - so anyway... a few days ago was sugar's bday...hoped she liked the day spent. pics are up on my facebook. i have taken to going to this music shop over at town at this mall and playing the piano there. i swear steinway & sons sounds so much more crystal clear. my fingers adore the keys so much...i can practically hear my fingers screaming in utter adoration... mmm... sighs...nothing much. been working. working. working. why is it always when i blog work plays a huge part? LOL gonna dye my hair a brighter red. WOO... <3 |