ryn merryweather
singlehood.

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have to start dating around. HAVE TO! lol

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i can almost hear the wind whispering at me to rush home. but then be very still she says. because one wrong move might deter your way home. so i am torn between moving and staying. i dreamnt of a great wise old man in nothing but a white kaftan. he greeted me and said to go the other way where it will be smoother for me. but i wore my best stubborn expression and just told him i wanted the harder path. because life on earth if tough, then life after earth might just be smoother. he looked at me in surprise and merely nodded his head and stroked his beard. then he took my hand and patted it and said i will live the life of a shooting star across a starlit night sky. yahoo!!! then he walked away. and i woke up. boring. i wanted to follow him because he himself took the hard path. pfffttt...

so yeap. i am at work. boredom and pathetic life i have now. come tomorrow bestfriend is coming over ti iftar. wonderful aye? i am cooking aplenty. nothing new to update. kinda miss durian and something something. sorry but i couldnt help but add that. i bet no one knows that though. so it is pretty safe. homegroundness. bland yet perfect. so yes, i am off to a merry start. albeit faked. but then again i must admit it screams perfection for the world. joy oh joy.

alright. i am going off. i thought it was going to rain. but the sun listened to me and simply whizzed past the rainclouds and stayed. hahaha! the angles of the sunlight touches each sharp points of every object within reach. like rulers. if i simply stared at those angles it will slowly revolve or shift to another direction. almost like a clock. a sun clock. maybe ppl should start calling me ryn merryweather. sunshine!!!

bye~