just the beginning
in a way, well almost, this is just the beginning.
i am starting to think with a rational mind. something sound. so i can assure myself and others i made the right decision.

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22nd october 2010 was my birthday. worked. day and night. i guess.

met rob laifsaver a few days before birthday and he brought me to vivo to watch the sunset, camshots, treated me to japanese. thanks bestfriend. i sayang u many2 tau =)
was supposed to meet bff. but he said he couldnt wait. so he went off when matter of fact i ended work in less than 15mins after he left. =/ nyehhh...
so all in all i got a lacoste watch, kate spade purse, company from besty, a nike blazer & a song i was looking for. <3

anyway, things... no wait im not even sure if they're looking up. i guess they are. got many false alarms in between. WHICH SUCKED BIG DEAL BECAUSE THAT MIGHT HAVE MADE THINGS POSSIBLE! so yes. been spending time with lyn. yes i love you sweet sugary fix of mine. and cuzin fee. she's crazy. i swear we are related. -_- yes we are... so yep nothing new of late much.

bought 2 pair of shoes, a nice jumper, fred perry, o.p.i nail polish... etc etc.

i feel sick. urgh... hope tomorrow brings better me. HOPE. roflmao.

=/ mehhh wtfh am i even doing...

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teenage dream
no regrets, just love.
you and i, will be young forever.
my heart stops when you look at me.
so take a chance and don't ever look back.

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i am missing you b, so much... =(

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so anyway, it's been a month. well almost, i guess. being single... then finally met Bryan again so we're back together i guess. yeah the Australian chef LOL i miss Stacey i swear! =D

i have been putting teenage dream by katy perry and mine by taylor swift on repeat.

sighs...i want january february march april may back. everything was like the birds. so carefree and easy. now everything's so december-ish. sighs... im tired of this.

my birthday's in a week i think =/ but im working -_-''' gonna have early celebrations and belated ones i guess.

urgh... this is not working... *gives up* im getting back to work now...cant really blog cant concentrate =/

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