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♥ Ryn Azrynne
Because none of it was ever worth the risk. But you are the only exception. And I'm on my way to believing. Oh yes I'm on my way to believing. |
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the real update.
thankful, lucky, beautiful, wonderful and above all happy and contented.you've got a smile that takes me to another planet nothing made sense til i saw your face time slows down whenever you're around can you feel this magic in the air? today was a fairy tale... <3 - ok so i fugured i'd better give a real update about the things that have been happening around me. =) here goes... i feel happy these days. like got no problems... well besides the random or usual ones like being lazy to wake up early or sometimes feeling sluggish to go school, i think things are going in a beautiful and wonderful positive direction. =D it is such a refreshing change from my past emo or depressed whatever down time i was facing, to my present state of mind and being all wrapped into a single word i just call HAPPY. lol lyn n fee all said i can't be too happy or else things would come crashing down and i might just go into reclusion. but i highly doubt so. i think things would stay like this and i know i'll be even happier soon. insya'Allah. all i do each day is pray and do doa that i will feel forever contented and satisfied and above all happy for what i have in life now. school is getting tougher... basically the lessons theoritically i mean. but the students and lecturers have been nothing but nice and fun! no droning ex sec sch chemistry teacher Chiang Ah Choo's voice lol everyone is being very interactive and supporting of each other. which is good, thus giving me the drive to do assignments LOL only sometimes i feel totally lazy to get ready and head out to school which is a 45mins bus ride. 1hr if traffic is bad. lol~ work is awesome also because the staffs there are all extremely nice. and no. i am still heeding mom's advice "don't trust anyone easily" yep (i don't want my drink spiked do i?) but in terms of friendliness, everyone at tanah merah country club has been super nice. even the gm of the club is very good to me. things at home are looking up. mom isn't that demanding as before. i mean usual chores needs to be done so that's ok if she does nag. but of course i am not taking mom for granted. well i do have my lazy moments... hahah sorry mom but i am trying and you know that very well =) i even get to go out meet friends too which is cool and besides i only have desmond fiza lyn uzir and certainly i dont intend to make new ones. call it "once bitten twice shy" but i'll just stick to these besties. dad on the other hand gets testy once in a while but that's to be expected... i guess parents do love their kids it's just that in dad's case he shows it in a way he believes is right. mom is awesome. i can tell her EVERYTHING but with dad i need to be tactical. but it's ok lol friends? well yeah i mentioned those fantastic 4. and they ARE fantastic ok? lol seriously. as i am typing this, lyn is actually on the way from tampines to jurong to meet me for breakfast. awesome or what? <3 so yeap all in all... EVERYTHING is coming together in a 'IT MAKES SENSE" kinda way rather than before where i always thought "life is unfair" etc etc (think emo girl sitting in corner blasting Unintended by Muse) alrighty them... i am off now. getting ready to meet lyn. the cuzin has gone to bali. hahaha she'll be back soon. HAPPY GILER AKU!!! <3 <3 <3 |