riddles
the city feels clean in this time of night
just empty streets and me are walking home
to clear my mind...
if this love's not meant to be
if your heart's not ready to open
if we make it out we'll see
who is broken...

and you can't blame a girl like me
for being irrational and having jealousy
when you walk out so freely
while i have to be caged within

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it's just me and Late Night Alumni today before i start getting ready for work later. sianzationnn ttm... been a few days since i last played blackops. been busy with school and i have work ltr too =(

i guess my mood for enjoyment has suddenly dissipated as soon as it has flared. everyone seems to be hitting an all time low. i need to walk and find what's going on between me myself and i. just me alone. what do i really want. i question my wants and needs. sometimes i can see that my wants over rides my needs. yes there are times when my needs emerges victorious... but i keep coming to a near conclusion that just maybe, JUST MAYBE... i don't really need this afterall. as boundless and limitless as the time we may have, or it may seem we might have, but then i have this dreading idea just solidifying itself : i might have fallen into something i cannot get out of. what risks am i taking? any payoffs? ...or will it be consequences?

the question i have to keep asking myself is...

do i want this?

here i go writing riddles.

DAMN I HIDE IT GOOD, SUPERBLY WELL. STANDING OVATION FOR THIS LADY.