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♥ Ryn Azrynne
Because none of it was ever worth the risk. But you are the only exception. And I'm on my way to believing. Oh yes I'm on my way to believing. |
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when you start reflecting on why love hurts, it's only cause you hurt yourself.- i realised a second too late that i'm hurting myself by being with you. i asked myself, if it's true i do love you. you know what? i cannot see the answer anymore. i think i am being blinded by how much i'm hanging on. this simple question keeps running through my head. "why?" yes, why to everything. i can't keep going on anymore if this is the case. it's like, i'm merely holding your hand because i have no other options. the need and the want to just have your hand in mine is gone. i just have no choice left because i must. my tears have left tracks permanently etched on my cheeks. from them and now from you. i wish i don't have to over react. but i have to. because if i just brushed it off and ignore the pain you give me, nothing will change. i will be just another girl to you. and i don't want that. i want to mean so much to you, you wake up thinking about my eyes the first thing in the morning, and go to sleep thinking about the smell of my hair the last thing before you sleep. the journey cannot end because i have invested too much heart and soul in the tracks i have taken. to walk back where i came from or take a detour, might just kill me. i am madly in love. i do not want to let go. because of how high i go when i see you. i do not even give a damn how hard i fall or where i fall when i've stopped flying high up there. i do not even care if you do catch my fall. all i know is that i have been where most do not wander for fear of the harsh intensity of where they might end up. the intensity of how i feel for you has over ridden the simple reality where "i love you" is enough. yes, that bad. i am sorry for falling so hard. no, i am actually not sorry. lol not even close to apologising. i'm enjoying this high too much for my own good. it's like a drug where neither rehab nor a doctor can help. no one. not even God can help me cushion my addict. yes, you are like my drug. i cannot ever recover. and i'm not sorry. |